Monday, August 11, 2008

One Step Forward, Two Steps Back


I'm freelancing back at my old job. And even though I'm making twice as much money as I did when I worked here originally, I still feel like it's some sort of a failure on my part. I was really happy to leave this place and move on to bigger and better things. But it seems I moved on to smaller and worse things, because here I am, back where I started. I know I'm looking at it the wrong way. First off, I should be really happy to have work. And secondly, it's really not that bad here. It's just that when I quit almost three years ago, I was really happy to go. And coming back with my tail between my legs, needing work, makes me feel bad.
But what are you gonna do? It's better than nothing. I just need to think about that big check I'll get and how it will be awesome to be able to pay my rent for another month.
Hooray.

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